moonlight burns

Last night, I was at my friend’s birthday party and her aunt was like “if any of ya’ll smoke, go to the back porch.” (None of us can legally smoke, and three out of eight weren’t new to it) So her only had three and we all took turns on one cig. I was expecting a gag, I mean, I coughed a little when i took too much, but it didn’t taste horrible or anything. It was insane. it makes me so nervous. I wanna tell my mom. That was the one thing i absolutely promised her i would never do, ever, because it was so gross.

Jesus Fuck, she would kill me in the butt.

And i think i might want another one.