moonlight burns

Well, today was good and I found out about some things that I need to talk to some people about, some people that should have come to me with their issues about me instead of talking to everyone but me about it. Why do girls even have to do that? The whole talking about each other behind eachother’s backs. God Jesus, you’d think that we’d just grow up and get past the whole thing. DX

If you really, seriously think someone that’s your friend stole your boyfriend and “is playing with him” then shouldn’t you go up and tell them about your issues to hear their side of the story instead of DOING WHAT REALLY WAS THE LAST PUSH TO THE BREAK UP. I seriously and strictly believe in the whole “be there fully, or not at all” and “If you have an issue, TELL ME.” You know why? because i can’t God-frickin’ fix what I don’t know. No one can, not all of us can read your mind and pull out that info so you don’t ever have to confront them. I really protected you, saying that you weren’t two-faced and you proved me horribly wrong. I can be a bitch, and when I confront you tomorrow, I’ll look like the bitch, but we should really know who is and who started this. YOU KNEW I LIKED HIM BEFORE AND DURING. I PROMISED YOU THAT I WOULDN’T DO ANYTHING THAT WOULD MESS UP OUR FRIENDSHIP. You need to get over yourself, I’m sorry. At least I’m in it ‘till the end. I don’t choose who I’m gunna go out with before the break up and I don’t have a “stage where I’ve kissed him, but we’re not dating” and I don’t still bitch about it all once I’m basically with another guy.

Really? I guess I’ll just find out.