December 2009
5 posts
rereading
Posts like the one I just posted make me feel like i look like a druggie wannabe “Oh mai! Mai life is falling into a deep, dark, hole, and I can’t get out!…”
XD
But seriously, yeah, I’m still freaking out.
i just did one of the worst things ever.
Last night, I was at my friend’s birthday party and her aunt was like “if any of ya’ll smoke, go to the back porch.” (None of us can legally smoke, and three out of eight weren’t new to it) So her only had three and we all took turns on one cig. I was expecting a gag, I mean, I coughed a little when i took too much, but it didn’t taste horrible or anything. It...
guys (oh mai lawd)
It kinda sucks when you like one person and you have four other totally great people that like you, and then one guy friend who’s decided he’s gunna be a jerk and imply that by being a flirt you’re a whore to some degree.
):<
But meh.
Does knowing that the guy I like make me stop liking him? No (unfortunately, to some degree). What it will do, though is make me work on it...
back from semi-hiatus
Woah, I just now realize how long I’ve been away… My tumbilarity went down to 3, lol. I’ve been having a lot of guy drama with a couple of girls mixed in, and finals to worry about and a C in BIO!!! THE EASIEST CLASS EVER INVENTED! DX So i have to ace all of my finals. Oh, and joy for me I’m only getting three expensive presents for Christmas from my Mom’s side of the...
November 2009
19 posts
New Year's Resolut.
I know it’s early, but I have already decided my New Year’s Resolution will be to take a picture every day, starting with this new years and ending with the next. I will put it on my flickr (http://www.flickr.com/photos/starlight-moonburn_photography/) and I will call it… hmmmm… 365. (: I just wanted to say that.
Shout out to Anastasiya!
You need to berate me about...
“You can’t live in the past- think of it this way: You have all these good...”
– My Band Director
Oh LAWD 36
SCHOOL CONFESSIONS [x] Talked back to a teacher. [x] Been kicked out of a class. [x] Worn your pajamas to school. [x] Had your tooth fall out during school. [x] Gotten yourself lost in your school. [x (multiple times XD)] Broken the dress code in your school. [x] Completely and utterly failed a test. [x (accidentally)] Left your class without asking anybody. [x] Missed a whole week of school for...
380. HAVING BLACK NAIL POLISH ON DOES NOT MAKE YOU...
(via gotwisdom)
TAKE THAT, JOHN.
386. FOR FUCK SAKES: IF YOU LIKE HER, TELL HER.
(via gotwisdom)
There’s really no God-damned need to “be aloof”.
388. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF: YOU WILL NOT STAY...
(via gotwisdom)
13 yrs. old and Pregnant
Me: Jesus christ what is wrong with people!?
statement: screww 16 & pregnant, my friend's 13 & is gunna have a kid in 6 months (she'll be 14 when she has it tho). when she told me i was surprised at how happy she was, cause i thought she'd be all upset. but yeah she's really excited for it & stuff. the dad is this 16 yr. old and he wants nothing to do w/ the baby. she's upset about that, but yeah shes not going to school this whole year (but she's getting tutored). i don't really feel bad for her, i feel bad for the kid she's gunna have.
EDITED:
i'm not sure when i posted that, but anyways, i thought i'd update it. my friend isnt pregnant anymore. she had a miscarriage a couple months ago. she cried for two days straight, but then over the phone she admitted she was a kinda relieved (she knew she wouldnt have been able to care for that kid right). now shes back at my school & i'm really happy about that (we only have one class together, plus lunch tho). i was worried she was gunna change & act different, but shes acts the same. more good knews. she quit smoking while she was pregnant, cause she wanted a healthy baby & she told me shes not going to start again. im proud of her. anyway, i dunno. i just decided to tell you. i dont know how many of you read my first forum, or even cared, but oh well.
reply1: 13? You shouldnt even be thinking about the `big nasty` yet! If she had this baby, I would feel sorry for it. And the parents? DUDE! My parents would beat me til I got knocked out, and omg, probably kill me if I got preggers. I dont want kids,my choice. Im not going to have seeee.x til Im married. I think everyone in this should be smacked. What is wrong with this girl? What is wrong with this boy? Can he not get someone his own age? Yes,there is only a 3 year difference,but 16 year old boys want one thing,well most of them.13 year olds should be careless,focus on school, going to the mall with their friends, have boyfriends their own age (they shouldnt even be `making out` at 13!!!!!***) This is going to hurt her chances of having a kid when shes older. It happens a lot when people get preggers and a young age when they arent fully developed, they will have a slimmer chance of getting pregnant.Smoking? Like i said,where are her parents? If I even looked like I was going to smoke,I would be grounded til Im 18. Maybe we were brought up differently, but NO parents should let their kids do this.
reply2: Whoa! Do my eyes deceive me? A 13 year old girl gets pregnant by a 16 year old guy and she smokes? And the parents agree to all of this ? No offence but what a moronic family. 13 years olds girls/boys are just barely out of childhood. Anyone under the age of 18 should only be worried about getting a high school diploma, college degree and making something of themselves for their future. Girls at that age have no mental/physical concept of what sex is all about and what having a baby is about. They are just babies themselves and most parents are raising their grandbabies.These preteens and teens need to also be aware of STDs and AIDS as well as babies. This is not a fashion trend in which these preteens and teens think it is. These children do not have any maternal characteristics. Yeah they may play with baby dolls but a real live baby requires much more than a baby doll does. Thank god she got a miscarriage, she's way to young to be pregnant and not to mention that it would be awful for the infant. Since she's so young, she might or might not be able to gain the right weight, and this would cause the baby to be underweight, and it can cause major organ failure.
Me again: What is wrong with you people! I read later someone saying she was "so strong for planning on having the baby, I'm proud" and that it was great and how they were happy for her, and I thank God for the person who replied to that saying "She doesn't sound strong, she sounds stupid. The only good thing about her being pregnant was that she came to her senses and stopped smoking. SHAME ON YOU FOR BEING PROUD."
***I don't fully agree with that statement, lol XD
Oh my lawd
First things first, in my room floor is a myth, and if you see a small path of floor you don’t divert from it for fear of getting lost in the mountain of clothes and piles of books and such. So, being the procrastinator that I am, when do I decide to rid my room of the mountain of dirty clothes? The day I’m leaving to go on a massive cartrip to Mississippi. I get the whole basket down...
11.23.09 Sunday~
So I went to sleep at, like……… 2.30 in the morning? And I needed to be at church at 10.15, but my ride was supposed to get there around 10, so I set my alarm for 9.30 because it doesn’t take me that long to get ready (I mean, I only took ten minutes to get out to the bus before it left my stop last year.) And that worked out because I’d still be getting about 7 hours...
11.21.09 New Moon
So I just got back from the 2-hour movie everyone went to see on opening night; New moon. I must say, some of the lines were absolutely hilarious and if you don’t want to go, at least go for Taylor’s abs. You will serious regret not seeing them. X) I believe some of the things that were said were:
“His abs are ABsolutely for the part”
“If I had Abs like that, I...
11.19.09 [insert creative/funny title]
Well, today was good and I found out about some things that I need to talk to some people about, some people that should have come to me with their issues about me instead of talking to everyone but me about it. Why do girls even have to do that? The whole talking about each other behind eachother’s backs. God Jesus, you’d think that we’d just grow up and get past the whole...
“When you say no you should mean it. I don’t want you saying no while...”
– Coach Egwu