moonlight burns

Posts like the one I just posted make me feel like i look like a druggie wannabe “Oh mai! Mai life is falling into a deep, dark, hole, and I can’t get out!…”

XD

But seriously, yeah, I’m still freaking out.

Last night, I was at my friend’s birthday party and her aunt was like “if any of ya’ll smoke, go to the back porch.” (None of us can legally smoke, and three out of eight weren’t new to it) So her only had three and we all took turns on one cig. I was expecting a gag, I mean, I coughed a little when i took too much, but it didn’t taste horrible or anything. It was insane. it makes me so nervous. I wanna tell my mom. That was the one thing i absolutely promised her i would never do, ever, because it was so gross.

Jesus Fuck, she would kill me in the butt.

And i think i might want another one.

It kinda sucks when you like one person and you have four other totally great people that like you, and then one guy friend who’s decided he’s gunna be a jerk and imply that by being a flirt you’re a whore to some degree.

):<

But meh.

Does knowing that the guy I like make me stop liking him? No (unfortunately, to some degree). What it will do, though is make me work on it until I can tell he’s annoyed by me or likes me back.

I said it was a cosmic joke and my BFF laughed. XD

I think the best part about posting this whole thing is that there are bunches of people who would read this and laugh as well. (;

Woah, I just now realize how long I’ve been away… My tumbilarity went down to 3, lol. I’ve been having a lot of guy drama with a couple of girls mixed in, and finals to worry about and a C in BIO!!! THE EASIEST CLASS EVER INVENTED! DX So i have to ace all of my finals. Oh, and joy for me I’m only getting three expensive presents for Christmas from my Mom’s side of the family while I really just God-darned hope that my Dad’s side of the family spends more the $15 on me with crappy sketchbooks and colored pencils that they’ve been giving me since I was ten, and even then I wasn’t all that great at art. (But I am now, so I guess it’s a little better)

OOOOOOOOO~ KFC YUM!

I promise I’ll get pictures or whatever up here. XD I don’t want my tumblarity to go down any further.

I know it’s early, but I have already decided my New Year’s Resolution will be to take a picture every day, starting with this new years and ending with the next. I will put it on my flickr (http://www.flickr.com/photos/starlight-moonburn_photography/) and I will call it… hmmmm… 365. (: I just wanted to say that.

Shout out to Anastasiya!

You need to berate me about keeping this up, please! (: I lub you~